sure you'll say here too, but it's bigger than you might want to imagine! i don't know what is prompting me but i feel i should let it out for those who care to listen. i even feel i should shout but i can't scream enough above the voices of those not heard.
I am an average (very average) citizen in my country and represent the inconsequential plenty voices that'll never be allowed to speak out no matter how hard we try. i feel so mad about all these that i have already given up on my country's ability to better the lot of it's citizenry.
I graduated from school a year plus ago, i am not employed at the moment and it bothers me not for i know what i'll get trying to even search for a job that'l get me to the desired level i want.
it worries me bad that i have to look inwards and i think i'll be better off on my own doing all i can to support myself.
a good guy will tell you that he has not got a vacancy in his office, while a bad person collects some cash sweet talks you into believing that at the end of a few days you'll be in an office, i wonder why people actually buy those stories. (too good to be true)? I am an angry person that spends his anger trying to build himself given what i see around me, so i don't even want to apologise for anything or to anyone because i am not interested in their feelimgs anymore.
people seem to be more and more inhumane these days and it pinches me to see that the birth rate is increasing by the minute and how it surges over i don't understand. In my country, when someone gets up there, he remains there forever, his children takes over from him and so on, they run it like a f**king property that is inherited from one generation to the next.
I for one isn't perturbed anymore by their actions as i understand that whatever it is it'll end someday either in benefit to them or to us. i am just a needle in the ocean not noticed even if i glow underneath with rays from the sun!
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